Flowers bloom without worries

Chapter 135 You Must Live Well After I Leave (2)

Gu Tingyan took a deep breath and tried to calm down. After all, Lan Xi suddenly appeared at home without any warning, which would be confusing for anyone. Especially since Lan Xi had passed away for so long and Gu Tingyan had seen her body with his own eyes.

Gu Tingyan, who gradually regained his composure, stared at Lan Xi and said in a low voice: "Lan Xi, aren't you dead? Why did you suddenly appear here? What on earth have you been through during this period of time?"

Lan Xi sighed softly and replied, "In fact, these days, I have been accompanying you in the form of a soul, but I have no power to touch you. Today, when I noticed that you had thoughts of suicide, I wanted to stop you, but I never expected that I could actually touch you. What's even more amazing is that you can not only see me, but also have some contact with me."

Then, Lan Xi briefly told Gu Tingyan everything that had happened recently. Although Gu Tingyan still had doubts about this, the various strange things that happened today also forced Gu Tingyan to choose to believe it.

Lan Xi knew very well that she couldn't stay here for too long. Because in the distant ancient times, there were still unfinished things waiting for her to complete. She had to make Gu Tingyan give up the idea of ​​suicide, cheer up again, and live well before she disappeared. For Ye Lan, there was nothing more important than this.

"Ting Yan, I didn't expect that I could appear in front of you in this form. Maybe this is really a chance God has given us to see each other again! But it also means that I may disappear at any time... So, Ting Yan, please promise me one thing, okay? You must live a good life, don't think about those stupid things anymore, and don't try to hurt yourself again."

Gu Tingyan held Lan Xi's hand tightly, as if Lan Xi would disappear from his sight if he loosened his grip a little. Gu Tingyan stared at Lan Xi with his deep and affectionate eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "How can I live without you? I have tried hard to forget you, but every moment and every scenery reminds me of your figure and smile. Lan Xi, please don't leave me, okay?"

At this moment, Gu Tingyan's heart was filled with endless regret. He regretted why he was not firm enough and failed to stop Lan Xi from carrying out that dangerous mission; he regretted letting Lan Xi go because of various concerns. Now that he has lost Lan Xi's company, Gu Tingyan realized that everything in his life has become so pale and powerless.

Lan Xi looked at Gu Tingyan distressedly, her eyes full of reluctance. Lan Xi knew the pain and self-blame in Gu Tingyan's heart, but it was not his fault. During this period of time, what Lan Xi hated most was Gu Tingyan torturing himself like this. However, this seemed to have become an unchangeable fate.

Lan Xi gently stroked Gu Tingyan's face and comforted him tenderly: "This is all destined and has nothing to do with you. Please don't blame yourself too much, and don't let sadness devour your heart. Believe me, even if I'm not by your side, I hope to see you live a happy and happy life..."

"Without you by my side, I'm afraid I won't be able to enjoy happiness in my life. Lanxi! There are some things that I haven't said to you before you left me. This time, I want to tell you in person: I like you, I love you! Originally, I planned to let you leave the organization after you complete this mission, and go to a new city with you to start our new journey of life. There, we will hold our own wedding, give birth to our children, and live a plain and warm life."

"However, I never expected that when I saw you again, you were lying there coldly. All this is my fault. If I had been able to take you out of that sea of ​​suffering earlier..."

"No, Tingyan, this is not your fault. Maybe God has a reason for letting me go through all this. Maybe, this is also to allow us to meet better next time, so that I can reappear by your side in another form, isn't it? I don't have much time left, but you must promise me to live well. Only in this way can I leave with peace of mind."

"Lanxi, I know I understand what you said, but how can I live without you!" Gu Tingyan said with a painful face. It seemed that without Lanxi, his life would have no meaning.

"Ting Yan, since God allows us to meet again, I believe that I will definitely have a chance to come back to you, right?" Lan Xi suppressed her inner grief and comforted the man in front of her who loved her deeply.

"Lan Xi, is it true? Will we meet again? Can I see you again? Will we still be together like before?" Gu Tingyan held Lan Xi's hand tightly and asked anxiously, his eyes full of expectation and desire.

Seeing Gu Tingyan's deep affection, Lan Xi was moved, but also confused. She herself didn't know whether she could return to the modern world and whether she could meet Gu Tingyan again. However, facing Gu Tingyan's questioning, she nodded firmly: "Tingyan, I promise you, I will do everything I can to come back and be with you. Even if I become a different person, as long as I come back, I will look for you as soon as possible, okay?"

Lan Xi was actually not sure whether it was right or wrong to say this to Gu Tingyan. She didn't even know if she could really return to the modern world. But at this moment, her only thought was to make Gu Tingyan no longer immersed in guilt and self-blame, to give him a hope to live, and to allow him to continue to live strongly.