Flowers bloom without worries

Chapter 156 Painful Past (1)

"Why can you treat your precious life with such contempt? You once said that God gave you a chance to start over, but you were unwilling to seize it. Instead, you wasted your life again and again!" Although there was some anger in Xiao Chuhan's words, he was more worried about Lan Xi.

A faint smile appeared on Lan Xi's face, as if she had seen through everything in the world. Lan Xi said slowly: "Like Wuyou, my fate is no longer controlled by ourselves since the moment I came into the world. Xiao Chuhan, the reason why I want to fulfill Wuyou's wish is actually to help myself realize my wish. She and I have always been thinking about others in our lives and have never really thought about ourselves. I hope you can understand my state of mind at the moment, and I also hope that you will not try to stop me."

"But if this requires me to lose you again, then I will never agree to it."

"You can rest assured about this. I won't leave easily. I was able to wake up last time, and I can do it this time as well. You just need to let me take the potion made from poisonous flower petals like last time. However, you can't give me the antidote immediately. If you continue with the previous method, I will be in a coma for two to three days."

"On the third day, you will give me the antidote, and I will wake up."

"Do you know how much damage will happen to your body every time you take poisonous potions like this? Since You'er gave her body to you, you have the right to take good care of her."

"As expected, you have been worried about Wuyou from the beginning to the end. But I can understand that. After all, Wuyou is the one you love deeply. It is reasonable and logical for you to care about her and feel sorry for her."

"You... do you understand what I'm saying?"

"Don't worry, Xiao Chuhan. I will definitely wake up and won't put myself in danger." Lan Xi looked at Xiao Chuhan with firm eyes.

Xiao Chuhan knew that he couldn't resist Lan Xi in front of him, so he didn't agree, but he didn't explicitly refuse either.

"If you don't say anything, I'll take it as your consent."

After a long while, Xiao Chuhan slowly said, "Your past...was it difficult?"

Lan Xi's eyes dimmed instantly. She didn't want to talk about that time. However, since Xiao Chuhan wanted to know, she told him: "In our place, I am a killer that everyone fears."

"I remember when I was very young, it was raining heavily. The big raindrops hit the ground mercilessly, as if to drown the whole world. I stood alone in the rain, letting the rain soak my body. Tears and rain mixed together, blurring my vision. At this moment, he appeared in front of me, like a ray of light that cut through the darkness and illuminated my lonely and helpless heart."

"However, I was young and ignorant at that time and did not know that this meeting was not the beginning of happiness, but the starting point of a more painful life journey. Perhaps it was because of some qualities I showed that made him interested in me. So he personally trained me and tried to shape me into the ideal image in his mind. Those days were really difficult, and every day was full of challenges and tests."

"In order to survive in this cruel world, I had to watch my companions die one after another. Some of them died heroically while performing their missions, while others were eliminated because they could not meet the requirements of the organization. And I, in order to become a qualified killer, even hurt my companions. He once told me that if you want to be a truly qualified killer, you must have a heart as hard as stone, and you must not be soft-hearted or emotional."

"At first, I couldn't accept this idea at all. But when I watched my companions fall in front of me, I realized that in this organization, being eliminated means you will never be able to walk out alive. So I calmly accepted my fate and determined to become the best killer."

"After layers of selection and brutal training, I finally stood out from many killers and welcomed my first mission - which was also my first murder. The target person seemed to be a kind old man on the surface, but in fact, he did all kinds of evil things behind the scenes. When I learned the truth of all this, a strong sense of justice suddenly surged in my heart. I suddenly felt that what I did became meaningful. It was no longer just to complete the mission or please someone, but to uphold justice and punish evil."

"From then on, every mission I carried out became a kind of salvation for the world. I shuttled through the darkness and cut the chain of evil with an icy blade. Although this road was full of dangers and hardships, I always believed that as long as there was light in my heart, I could dispel the endless darkness."