RPAGF Chapter 147 Love Her, But Can't Love Her
Chapter 147 Love Her, But Can't Love Her
From a certain perspective, Ziyi is ruthless, just like when she turns and leaves, once she makes the decision, she will never look back.
However, she had never seen Shu Baizhu behave so out of control before. The car was parked downstairs of the studio that Fang Jinyao rented for office use. She was a little absent-minded and didn't even notice Qin Yuhuan got into the car.
"Did something happen?" Qin Yuhuan was undoubtedly perceptive. She noticed the strange posture and state almost immediately.
"Just when I came to find you, Shu Baizhu suddenly rushed out from the blind spot to stop the car..." Ziyi told Qin Yuhuan everything that happened in detail, "For a moment, I really wanted to ask her if she was sick. Who would rush out and stop the car like this without caring about anything? But seeing her like that, I felt that such words were too harsh."
"You said...she wanted to marry you abroad?" Qin Yuhuan frowned, "I remember you said...in your previous life, on the day you had the car accident..."
"You're not saying that Shu Baizhu came here too?" Ziyi walked downstairs to her house, looking as if she wanted to believe it but was not sure whether to do so. When she picked up her cell phone, she found that there were suddenly fifty-eight missed calls on it.
she:……
Not only that, the moment I opened the door and entered the house, Shu Baizhu was sitting upright in the living room.
Ziyi & Qin Yuhuan: …
Aunt Sun was unaware of the dispute between the few people and just thought that Shu Baizhu and Ziyi were still on good terms. So when Shu Baizhu made the call, she swiped her card and brought the person up.
The atmosphere in the study was stagnant.
Shu Baizhu stared at Qin Yuhuan in disbelief, "Xiaozi, you...you are with her? But she..."
These words seemed to turn on the switch that had once held Ziyi's patience. She took Qin Yuhuan's hand openly and admitted, "Yes, I am her girlfriend now."
This way of introduction gave Qin Yuhuan enough face. A smile appeared in her eyes and she secretly squeezed his hand.
"But she..." Shu Baizhu still looked a little confused. She shook her head and kept pressing her temples with both hands, as if she was searching for memories of Qin Yuhuan in her distant memories. "No, it shouldn't be like this."
Ziyi thought of Qin Yuhuan's guess and tried to probe: "It's not like that. What should it be like? You don't love me. You told your mother that you have no feelings for me at all."
"No!" Shu Baizhu denied immediately. The moment he met Ziyi's eyes, tears filled his eyes again. "I just... don't want her to get too much from you. If she thinks I'm being forced, she won't keep asking for more from you endlessly."
"Xiao Zi, I love you..." She covered her face in pain, feeling that fate was so cruel to her that she couldn't even express her love openly. "I know you have done a lot for me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Posture: ...
When exchanging glances with Qin Yuhuan, the answer seemed self-evident.
It turns out that the world favors more than just her, Ziyi. Or maybe, it doesn't favor Shu Baizhu either.
The relationship that has been missed and has gone to the extreme, the affection that can no longer be recovered, I don’t know what to say for a moment.
"No, no," Shu Baizhu suddenly realized something was wrong, "How do you know..."
At this time, she should not have committed any unforgivable crime.
"Because it's me," Ziyi clenched Qin Yuhuan's hand, "Shu Baizhu, since you are also you, then it's just right, let Lin S..."
An Jing Xiao Qin pinched Ziyi tightly, and Ziyi swallowed the unlucky words and changed her words smoothly, "I'll tell you what I didn't have time to say that day. If there is a next life, you are free, Shu Baizhu, now you are free, and similarly, I am free too."
After she finished speaking, Ziyi's pent-up breath seemed to disappear. It turned out that she still had a chance to finish her last words, and she could finish them in front of the person who said so.
"No, I don't want such freedom." Shu Baizhu seemed unable to accept such an ending, but she found that Ziyi's eyes were the same as the last time she looked at her that day.
It was calm, without the fervent love and expectations of the past. They were like strangers, even worse than strangers.
Ziyi secretly took a small step forward to block Qin Yuhuan, worried that Shu Baizhu would do something outrageous, but Shu Baizhu covered his head with his hands, as if in great pain, and soon beads of sweat oozed out of his forehead.
"Xiao Zi..." Shu Baizhu's voice was hoarse, as if he was trying his best to resist something, "I won't leave, I won't go back..."
With a bang, the man suddenly fell to the ground from the sofa, as if he was unconscious.
Ziyi and Qin Yuhuan hurried over to check the situation. Ziyi even reached out to check Shu Baizhu's breath and found that her breathing was steady, so she breathed a sigh of relief.
"Although it doesn't quite fit in with the materialistic education I received, but... could she be possessed by something?" If she said she was reborn, Ziyi herself was reborn, and she didn't seem to be so weird.
Qin Yuhuan shook his head, "It's hard to say, let's send him to the hospital."
At this time, we can’t worry about whether Shu Baizhu’s admission to the hospital will cause a hot search or something. She is in a coma, and no one can guarantee what is going on inside her body.
Ziyi bent down, and Qin Yuhuan helped the person onto her back. Together, the two of them sent Shu Baizhu to a familiar private hospital for examination.
After a round of various tests, no abnormalities were found. It seemed like... he was asleep.
On the rest bench outside the ward, Ziyi couldn't help but lean on Qin Yuhuan's shoulder and said, "Sister, I won't look back."
"I know." Qin Yuhuan stroked Ziyi's face and leaned against her head. "You won't choose me when you still like someone else."
"Actually, I was about to lose my temper," Ziyi looked at the white wall opposite. There was nothing on it, and she was a little dazed. "But when she just said that she didn't love me and didn't want her mother to keep asking for things from me, I was really angry and wanted to scold her."
What does it mean to not love someone because you love them? How exactly is Shu Baizhu's brain circuit connected? It is simply incomprehensible.
"Xiao Zi." Qin Yuhuan pondered, "Have you ever read romance novels or comics?"
"No, I'm not that interested in those things, and I don't watch much TV." Ziyi has never been interested in these things since she was a child. Even if she turned on the TV, most of the programs she saw were financial channels, news, or TV dramas. Occasionally, when Ziyu needed to kill time, she might get to watch a little.
"There's often a plot in romance novels."
Qin Yuhuan explained this way of thinking to Ziyi slowly and at just the right pace, as if he was telling a story.
"When an ancient emperor was on a secret visit, he met a commoner girl and brought her into the palace. Because she was favored by the emperor, when the emperor was away, everyone in the harem would unite to target her. The previous emperor would also complain about her, believing that she was a witch who had messed with the emperor's mind. She became the target of public criticism."
"Then the emperor learned to hide. He ignored the woman he loved the most and remained unmoved no matter how she tried to please him, in order to protect this commoner girl."
Posture: ...
"I can't understand it."
"To be honest," Qin Yuhuan smiled faintly, "I don't understand it either, but it is undeniable that since such a novel plot has been born and it has a certain market, it means that many people agree with this logic, recognize the emperor's helplessness and powerlessness, and also recognize his restrained love called indifference."
I love her, but I am unable to love her. I don't give her freedom and I ignore her. That's about it.