The female star is obedient and domineering, and she has a crush on me

Chapter 235: Her Emotional Management Skills Are Too Good

Ziyi came to Ji Henian for treatment for the second time. As Ji Henian led her into her memories, she had difficulty controlling her emotions several times.

She said: "I don't know what happened to her. She seemed angry and sad. I wanted to comfort her, but I thought I had nothing to comfort her. She didn't want my money or my love."

"It was only at that moment that she needed my body. I was thinking in a despicable way whether this was my only chance to kidnap her. Perhaps, if I suffered a little, she would not be so ruthless and show me some mercy."

When Qin Yuhuan heard these words, her heart was torn. Every word was like a sharp knife, cutting a bloody wound in her heart. She didn't know how Ziyi had survived those years. She could only swallow all the grievances.

She had clearly sensed in her subconscious that Shu Baizhu did not love her, but she still had to deceive herself to pretend to be happy.

Ji Henian thought that Ziyi would always have emotions similar to anger, but this time, until the end, she was strangely quiet. When she regained consciousness in the end, she just leaned on Qin Yuhuan in a daze.

After a while, Ziyi spoke in a hoarse voice: "Doctor Ji, do you have any quick-acting sleeping pills?"

"Is the medicine Jiang Haitang prescribed for you ineffective?" Ji Henian was secretly gloating and turned around to see how she ridiculed Jiang Haitang.

"Yes, but... Chinese medicine doesn't seem to work that quickly. I'm wondering if there are any sleeping pills that don't conflict with each other. We can combine Chinese and Western medicine, one to treat the symptoms and the other to treat the root cause." Ziyi pulled the corner of her mouth, "If I continue like this, I'll have neurasthenia. Doctor Ji, you can't just treat half of the disease."

"Excuse me, how did you feel about the reconstruction of this scene? Can you share it?" Ji Henian turned the medical record over to Ziyi and said, "I need to make some records, but please rest assured that our psychology department is very secretive about the patient's information."

"I heard that the probability of psychologists suffering from mental illness is also very high, because you have heard too much, know too much but have no one to talk to." Ziyi naturally knew the "confidentiality rules" in the psychologist industry. She made a joke, wanting to prick the anger of this doctor who remained calm and composed from beginning to end, but he remained unmoved.

"Well... I should be... a little angry." Ziyi began to recall her emotions, "No, I'm very angry, but I can't express this anger. I don't know why."

"Last time it was very painful, but this time, there was no fluctuation at all. I seemed to be numb."

Ziyi put one hand on her chest and tilted her head to look at Qin Yuhuan, "Is it because I am too good at managing my emotions?"

Qin Yuhuan: ...

"Don't forget to brag about yourself at this time."

However, Qin Yuhuan was also happy that Ziyi was in a good state, which meant that she could start to feel jealous without any worries.

"It's hard to say," Ji Henian couldn't come to a conclusion in a short time. She could only make some guesses based on her experience. "People's emotional responses are always ever-changing. What you said is possible. Considering your growth experience, you have certain requirements for yourself."

"So, Doctor Ji, what you mean is that I set too high standards for myself, so high that it has affected my ability to vent and release my emotions?" Ziyi was confused, "If you put it that way... it seems that..."

"Not too possible?"

Ji Henian: ...

Qin Yuhuan secretly took a photo of her, signaling her to curb her evil taste in teasing others.

"I have some reasons for giving this analysis. Perhaps you two can consult together," Ji Henian seemed to regard these two people as allies who could discuss the case together, rather than patients and their families. "The first point is Ziyi's family background..."

"I don't quite agree with the family background aspect," Ziyi said frankly, "I'm not that particular about respectability, Doctor Ji, you really overestimate me on this point, but I admit the latter point."

"My parents' relationship is too successful, and they give me too much love, so I try to relieve them of their worries as much as possible and help them share some of the burden."

Especially... considering that Ziyi's real age is already 35 years old, she knows better how to shoulder her own responsibilities and reduce unnecessary worries.

"As for the rest..." Ziyi frowned, then smiled bitterly, "To be honest, Doctor Ji, I have never tried self-analysis before today. Maybe I don't understand myself."

"It's okay," Ji Henian smiled lightly, "Your performance today was good. You'll need two reconstructions next week. Are you going to ask the nurse over there for some medicine? I happen to have some iodine on hand. I'll help Xiao Qin treat his wound."

Only then did Ziyi realize that Qin Yuhuan's hand was scratched by her. She was filled with guilt and without thinking much about it, she ran to the nurse to get medicine.

"Doctor Ji, do you have anything to say to me?" Qin Yuhuan was very perceptive.

Ji Henian then frowned slightly, "Her endurance is too high and she is too insensitive. This is not a good sign."

At this age, Ji Henian had only seen Ziyi, the person who controlled his emotions in the reconstructed scene.

"I don't quite understand what you mean." Qin Yuhuan's heart sank, "Is it because her condition is not effectively treated?"

Ji Henian sighed, "Emotions are like water. It is better to drain them than to block them. When water is blocked to a certain extent, even the strongest walls will collapse. Ziyi's overly strong emotion management ability is like a strong wall. She controlled her emotions in the dream I constructed. So the scene construction is not to channel her emotions, but to force her to suppress her emotions over and over again."

"My analysis is that, first, she has extremely high self-requirements. This is not only about her own excellence, but also about not causing trouble for people around her, such as you and her parents. This prevents her from showing weakness."

"Will she show weakness to me? I've seen it." Qin Yuhuan seemed to want to refute the last sentence, but Ji Henian's silent laughter hit her.

Ji Henian: "She will assess the level of weakness and show you what won't cause you to worry."

Qin Yuhuan: ...

It seems to be true, a deliberate show of weakness is always insignificant.

Ji Henian: "Next time, let her come alone and try. I want to see if she will relax a little when she is alone."

Qin Yuhuan had no choice but to agree.

When he got home, Ziyi found that his girlfriend was in a state of confusion. "What's wrong? What's worrying you?"

"I may not be able to accompany you for the next follow-up visit." Qin Yuhuan poked at his phone, "Sister Jinyao said that the next follow-up visit time conflicts with an appointment she made for me, so I can't take leave."

Qin Yuhuan seldom said to Ziyi that "nothing can be done". It was rare that she chose the announcement when she had to choose between the two options. Ziyi felt inexplicably surprised and happy.

"Then you go and make the announcement. Don't worry about me. Look, didn't I behave well in front of Dr. Ji today? Maybe next time I go, Dr. Ji will give me a closing statement and announce that I'm cured."

Qin Yuhuan: ...

She began to doubt whether this guy could use his superb emotional management skills to perform a "forced recovery" on the spot.