Days and nights of pursuit of Dottore

Chapter 249 I am responsible for myself

Endless pleasure was about to drown Cheng Yan, like a duckweed without branches in a storm, unable to think for himself and could only be carried away by the waves and swept into layer after layer of foam.

His whole body was drenched in sweat, and salty liquid seeped into his eyes. Cheng Yan wiped it again and again with the back of his hand, but he still couldn't see clearly. His trembling wrist was vaguely reflected in front of him, and there were red marks on his delicate white skin.

The hard rocks beneath him had worn away his body in countless places, and his back was being plundered without restraint.

When he went out, the moon was still high above, but now it seemed to have touched the horizon. Cheng Yan had not forgotten that the drug he had given Dotole was only effective for an hour, and now the time might have passed. If Zazan woke up and saw that he was not there...

The worry and guilt in my heart spread, and the pain in my body was so severe that I couldn't bear it anymore.

Cheng Yan's heart ached and he tried hard to pry the hands that were clasped around his waist. Tears rolled down his cheeks and fell into the water.

"……let me go."

The hoarse voice scared Cheng Yan himself, and he felt even more justified and aggrieved.

"I don't want it anymore. I'm in pain and very tired. If the Emperor didn't tell me in advance, I wouldn't be prepared."

Perhaps it was the pain in his body that made Cheng Yan dizzy, and his speech became more childish and unrestrained.

Morax's tone softened, "I understand."

Cheng Yan sniffed hard, shook his head decisively, picked up the clothes scattered around him and pulled them together.

"No, I want to go and rest."

Morax stared at the red marks all over his body, which looked like gorgeous petals, extending from the back of his neck to the back of his legs, like a sad and beautiful painting.

He was stunned, realizing that his behavior just now was indeed out of control. His movements were as rough as a storm, and he ravaged that body mercilessly.

He reached out to pull the person into his arms, but Cheng Yan dodged him.

Morax said gently, "At least let me help you apply the medicine."

Cheng Yan moved further away from him by pressing on the rocks on the shore and closed his clothes in fear.

"I don't want it. You bit me and pinched me. The Emperor would never be so rough with me. I want to leave."

Cheng Yan stood up with trembling legs, staggered, and ran out in a panic.

Morax looked at his back, and the breath that was hot just now completely cooled down.

There is no need to stop him, nor to force Cheng Yan to stay by his side today.

His purpose has been achieved.

The way back was much longer than the way here. Cheng Yan hurried to his room as fast as he could because that was where the person he wanted to see was.

The long-awaited house finally appeared before his eyes. Cheng Yanxin was lifted up high. Just as he was about to push the door open regardless of anything, he was stopped by the sudden surge of clarity in his mind.

There was still a dull pain all over my body, and the unspeakable parts of my body felt like they were burning with pain.

I can't go to see Zanzan in this state.

His heart sank, Cheng Yan's tears fell, and he squatted on the ground in a state of collapse.

How should I explain it? That person is the Emperor, the Emperor whom I have liked for so many years.

But ever since I met Zazan, whenever I talk about love, Zazan’s face always comes up first.

If it weren't for Zazan, perhaps I would be happy about the progress in my relationship with Lord Emperor.

The corner of his lip had been bitten at some point, and now the wound was split open and waves of pain were emanating from it. Cheng Yan absentmindedly enlarged the wound, grinding it with the tip of his teeth, as if he could not feel the pain.

After a moment, as if he had made up his mind, Cheng Yan stood up resolutely.

I don’t want to lie to Zazan, nor do I want to make Lord Emperor unhappy again.

Everything is caused by yourself, so you should be responsible for it.