The Emperor of Qin gave six handsome men

Chapter 269 Mother and Daughter Conversation

Queen Qin was very upset. She blamed herself and thought: I was careless before. I must pay more attention to the healthy development of my children in the future. Alas, I am not a good mother.

At this moment, Ying Bu came in with a hot meal. He smiled and said, "My Lord, aren't you hungry? It's late at night now. Haven't you finished your discussion yet?"

Ying Bu looked at the mother and daughter in front of him and couldn't help but sigh in his heart: The personalities of the mother and daughter are exactly the same. Just now, they didn't dare to interrupt their conversation easily. Qin Xingfu felt hungry when he heard Ying Bu's words.

She said gratefully, "Thank you, Dad! I'm just hungry."

Ying Bu smiled and placed the food on the table. When Queen Qin smelled the fragrance of the food, she realized that she was already starving. Her head began to ache. Queen Qin touched her forehead and said softly to Qin Xingfu, "It seems that we haven't fully utilized our brains before. I have a headache today."

Ying Bu asked with concern: "Baby, do you have a headache? Do you want daddy to give you a massage? When your mother has a headache, just massaging it can relieve a lot."

Queen Qin slowly shook her head, indicating that she did not need Ying Bu's help. She said softly, "I'm going to eat first. I should feel better after eating."

She secretly sighed in her heart that she had grown up, but her father still treated her as a child, which made her feel helpless. Qin Xingfu picked up a bowl of steaming soup, with a smile on his face, and looked at Ying Bu gently, as if he was appreciating his frustrated look.

Ying Bu looked at her with some grievance, his eyes revealing a trace of hurt, and then he shrugged helplessly. Ying Bu walked to Qin Xingfu's side, stretched out his hands and gently placed them on her shoulders. "My lord, let me give you a massage." Qin Xingfu slightly tightened her neck and replied nervously, "Wait a moment, you take a rest first, and start after I finish my meal."

Ying Bu curled her lips to express her dissatisfaction. Queen Qin suddenly understood why Father Xin and the others always felt speechless. She also felt that her father was so childish and not as mature as her.

After the two finished eating, Ying Bu cleaned up the dishes and went out. He was too lazy to serve them, and now he was unwilling to serve them even if they wanted to. Qin Xingfu shrugged helplessly at his daughter.

"Mom, don't you think Dad is childish?"

"No, just be your true self in front of your family and loved ones. If you put on airs both inside and outside, wouldn't that be tiring? What's more, we are a family. If we can't be our true selves in front of our family, that would be too tiring. In front of outsiders, your father is still very mature. He has a great reputation outside and is considered a well-known collector."

When Queen Qin heard her say this, she felt very comfortable, and a warm current flowed from her heart to her limbs. It turned out that the meaning of family is to allow oneself to be the most authentic self. No wonder she felt more and more awkward as she grew up. It turned out that she had been closing herself off. For a moment, she was moved and hugged Qin Xingfu's waist and buried her head in her mother's arms.

"Mom, you are so kind!"

Adolescence is a period for establishing and improving various concepts. In addition, the child is a thoughtful person, so Qin Xingfu can only guide her to speak out her thoughts.

"How about going out for a chat? Is there something you want to talk to mom about?"

"Okay, let's go out for a walk."

Queen Qin did not directly agree to tell her about her worries, but chose to take a walk. It was getting late, so the mother and daughter strolled around the house.

The osmanthus flowers bloomed later this year, and it is almost October but there is still a faint fragrance of osmanthus in the air. Queen Qin took the initiative to hold her mother's hand, as if she had not held her mother's hand like this for a long time. There are more and more brothers and sisters in the family, and although her mother tries her best to love them, she finally feels that her mother's love has faded.

She was once jealous of her younger sister Wu Ji who received meticulous care from her mother, and she even deliberately got caught in the rain and caught a cold, hoping that her mother would also take care of her. Now it seems a little ridiculous.

"What are you thinking about? So happy? Share it with me."

Seeing the smile on her daughter's lips, Qin Xingfu poked her mouth. Queen Qin told her about her childhood thoughts, which made her laugh.

"Baby, you are so cute. Actually, mom knows that this is also her first time being a mother. There are many things that she cannot take care of. When you were a few months old, I rarely went home because I was busy building the base. I didn't know when you learned to laugh, roll over, and crawl. At that time, I didn't realize what a mother should do. Later, mom slowly learned it........."

As for her children, Qin Xingfu felt most guilty towards her eldest brother and his friends, followed by Qin Wuji and Qin En. The former was due to her failure to take good care of her and gave birth prematurely, while the latter was due to her inexplicable coma, which almost caused their babies to die in the womb. Fortunately, they were lucky enough, otherwise that would have become a permanent thorn in her heart.

"It seems that from ancient times to the present, many people seem to become parents when they reach a certain age, but no one really tells us how to be a parent, how to learn to love. We all educate our children in the same way as our parents did when we were young. My mother grew up with her grandparents when she was young, and then they passed away. I lived with my parents. They are busy with work, and I have strong self-care ability. When they are free, they accompany me to travel, go shopping, and play..."

Due to her family situation and the fact that she did not have such high emotional needs, she did not think it was a big deal and was perfunctory in the beginning when it came to dealing with children. It was Mi Fu and the others who taught her how to love children.

Queen Qin suddenly felt sorry for her. She had lost her family and came to a strange world. How helpless she must be. She hugged her.

"It's OK! When I first came here, I thought someone was filming a movie or TV series, where the stories in the book were performed by real people, recorded with instruments, and then shown to people."

Now thinking back, it was quite fun at the beginning, but also dangerous. If Fusu hadn't been such a kind and generous person, she would have been chopped to pieces long ago.

"We couldn't speak the same language at that time. They couldn't understand what I said, and I couldn't understand what they said either. Fortunately, your mother had studied small seal characters with my grandparents since I was a child, so I could understand what His Majesty wrote to me. At that time, he angered the retired emperor, who ordered him to guard the border and build the Great Wall..."