RPAGF Chapter 195 Just for Having Once
Chapter 195 Just for Having Once
"What a devoted person."
Qin Yao's eyes were full of mockery.
"What is the end of the Tao? If you devote yourself to the Tao, what will happen in the end?"
"I……"
Zhan Tingxiu wanted to say that he had achieved the supreme path, had a life span as long as the heaven and earth, and had...
Everything turned into nothingness the moment he died in battle. Thinking carefully back on his past life, he realized that nothing was left, not even a moment or a person worth remembering.
"What do you think of him now?"
Qin Yao changed the topic too quickly, and Zhan Tingxiu, who was still immersed in his own thoughts, was unable to react for a moment.
Qin Yao didn't care about his answer.
"He lives a real life, has what he wants, and has people he likes..."
Zhan Tingxiu denied it, "Love will only affect the speed of his cultivation."
"At least he lived a real life, with flesh and blood, and with flavor."
Qin Yao sighed and continued, "I don't know what kind of experience you have. I once stood at the top and possessed supreme cultivation. It was not until the moment of death that I realized that all I had were external things."
"People die for money, birds die for food, isn't that what every monk wants?"
"So I want to change all this, and live my life in a different way..."
Zhan Tingxiu frowned and looked at Qin Yao.
"Just want to experience those romantic experiences and let yourself fall on the road of cultivation?"
"What if I die?" Qin Yao looked into Zhan Tingxiu's eyes, "At least I once had it. It's better than practicing to the end and having nothing."
Zhan Tingxiu asked again: "If you hadn't practiced hard, how could you have been reborn again?"
When talking about his rebirth, Qin Yao gave a bitter smile.
"According to the rules of heaven, I should have died under the thunderbolt, and my soul would have been scattered. I don't even know how I was reborn."
"Then shouldn't you work harder to cultivate the Great Dao?"
"No."
Qin Yao's eyes were full of fatigue.
"In my last life, I suppressed all my desires in order to practice the Great Dao. In this life, I just want to live a good life for myself. I am willing to die on the Great Dao."
Seeing Qin Yao's firm attitude, Zhan Tingxiu said anxiously: "Are you crazy? Do you know that your choice will harm him?"
"You are not him, how do you know this is not what he dreams of?"
After Qin Yao finished speaking, he raised his eyebrows provocatively at Zhan Tingxiu.
Zhan Tingxiu stared at Qin Yao with cold eyes.
"Aren't you afraid that I will kill you the moment I awaken?"
"Then I also had it before, which is better than you being mediocre for two lifetimes."
"You actually said that I am doing nothing? I..."
Zhan Tingxiu couldn’t tell what he was like, because in his previous life, he only had cultivation in his mind and was indifferent to everything around him. Even if he occasionally came into contact with people, it was for the purpose of cultivation. He could indeed be considered to have been mediocre.
"If you get involved in love affairs, it doesn't count as doing nothing?"
"At least I once had someone I loved and cared about."
"Are you so sure that he won't betray you? If you try and find out that love isn't as wonderful as you imagined, you will regret your decision today."
Looking into Zhan Tingxiu's eyes, Qin Yao said seriously: "At least at this moment, he is sincere to me."
"I hope you won't regret it."
After Zhan Tingxiu finished speaking, he suddenly closed his eyes and fell to the ground.
Qin Yao had been paying attention to Zhan Tingxiu's physical condition, and the moment he fell, he immediately reached out to support him.
Knowing that he had fallen into a deep sleep due to excessive consumption of spiritual energy, he brought him to the pavilion and used his spiritual power to protect both of them to prevent him from catching a cold. He then stared blankly at the starry sky and mountains in the distance.
She had just said something affirmative to Zhan Tingxiu, but in reality she herself was not sure whether she was ready to accept a relationship. However, whenever she thought of how good Zhan Tingxiu had been to her, she did not want to continue to reject him against her will.
She knew that her curiosity about love had something to do with the original owner, but she also wanted to live her life according to her heart. The worst result would be that she would die again.
In life, we should always make ourselves happy once, right?
The moon set and the sun rose. At the moment when the sky turned pale, Zhan Tingxiu slowly opened his eyes and looked at the mountains in the distance. There was a moment of doubt in his heart.
I tried to move my arms and realized that I had actually slept on Qin Yao's shoulder all night.
"I...that..."
"you're awake……"
Qin Yao interrupted Zhan Tingxiu with a smile.
"It's been a while since I've quietly admired the sunrise. Don't make any noise. Let's watch the sunrise together."
"it is good."
Zhan Tingxiu leaned his head on Qin Yao's shoulder again, looking towards the east, quietly waiting for the sun to rise.
The sun rises slowly from the mountains, and the sunlight spreads across the earth, adding a touch of gold to the desolate mountains.
Bathed in the sunshine, Zhan Tingxiu suddenly said, "It would be great if I could watch the sunrise and sunset with you every day."
"From now on, we will watch the sunrise and sunset together every day."
"it is good……"
Zhan Tingxiu responded instinctively before he realized what Qin Yao said. He looked at her with wide eyes in excitement.
"Yaoyao, am I dreaming? Did you really promise me?"
As he spoke, Zhan Tingxiu pinched himself hard on the face. He frowned in pain instantly, but his face was full of happiness.
"It's really what I thought, right? Yaoyao, I'm so happy..."
As he said that, Zhan Tingxiu hugged Qin Yao tightly.
Seeing Zhan Tingxiu so excited that he didn't know what to do, Qin Yao smiled happily.
If she had known that her agreement would make this man so happy and she would be able to put her worries to rest, she should have agreed earlier.
But it’s not too late now, they still have a long time to watch the sunrise and sunset together.
"Yaoyao, I am so happy. I really want to build a house in this mountain and live in this mountain from now on, and no longer care about the right and wrong outside."
"Walk……"
Hearing Zhan Tingxiu's words, Qin Yao pulled him up.
"Where to go?"
Zhan Tingxiu instinctively followed Qin Yao up the mountain, but after walking for a distance, he followed her to a small path.
"I happen to be out of work these days, so let's just stay in the mountains for a few days."
Seeing Qin Yao walking down the mountain along a small path, Zhan Tingxiu reminded him, "There is no house in this mountain. Even if we have to stay in the mountain for a few days, we have to go to Qingfeng Temple on the top of the mountain..."
"There are so many tourists at Qingfeng Temple every day. It's hard to find a quiet place there."
Qin Yao smiled and reminded: "Don't forget that Dadong has a small wooden house in this mountain. We will stay in that wooden house for a few days."
Zhan Tingxiu had never been to Hao Dadong's wooden house in the mountains, so he had really forgotten about it.
Now that he had a place to live, Zhan Tingxiu would naturally not miss the opportunity to live with Qin Yao. He held her hand and walked along the path to the wooden house...