Flowers in full bloom [Through the book, I became the favorite of the dark group]

Chapter 802: End (Part ): Lu Yanhuai's death; the letter he left behind; setting off after shak

Chang Le walked over stiffly, sat down in the seat where he had sat last time, and looked at him silently.

Lu Yanhuai smiled but couldn't say anything.

When facing Lu Jinan and other people from the Wolf Clan, he could still make jokes to make the atmosphere less heavy, but when facing Chang Le, he couldn't say a single light-hearted word.

Worry, relief, consolation, encouragement, support, warmth, apology, heartache... thousands of words went through my mind several times, but in the end, they were all swallowed back, leaving only one sentence:

"Fortunately, I can see you at the end. I have no regrets."

Chang Le's body began to tremble, but she could not make any expression, including sadness.

Lu Yanhuai felt distressed, but he did not show any sadness. He still smiled and said, "Until now, I am still very fortunate to have met you at that time and to have become friends and family with you."

"LeLe, my time is up, but don't be sad, I'm very happy and I have no regrets. The only thing I can't let go of is that I want you to be happy and hope you don't have any regrets."

Lu Yanhuai spoke each sentence in several breaths, but he tried hard to make sure his voice did not tremble at all.

"LeLe, be well."

He said this solemnly.

Chang Le felt as if there was a huge empty space in her heart, full of holes. The cold wind scraped her lungs like a knife scraping her bones, making her as stiff as ice. She was filled with grief, but she couldn't cry.

So, she held his cold hand, slowly and gently tilted her head, let her cheek rest on the back of his hand, and snuggled up to him greedily.

A look of pity flashed across Lu Yanhuai's eyes, and he raised his hand and placed it in the air above her head.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally didn't fall.

The next night, Lu Yanhuai sat by the window for a while, and after going to bed, he never opened his eyes again.

It snowed that day.

This winter is very cold.

……

In November, the previous Wolf Lord Lu Yanhuai was buried. Lu Jinan endured the grief and personally handled his funeral affairs.

Chang Le followed the whole process, but never shed a tear. He just followed the coffin silently, going wherever the coffin went.

After the funeral, the Wolf Clan and the Dragon Clan agreed to bury Lu Yanhuai's body in the Dragon Tomb.

Chang Le and Lu Jinan entered the Dragon Tomb with the coffin.

Chang Le fulfilled his promise and preserved Lu Yanhuai's remaining soul.

Lu Yanhuai was very surprised to see the two again in his spirit state, but he immediately understood everything. He did not reprimand them, but just sighed helplessly: "You two silly kids!"

Lu Jinan had no ability to communicate with souls, and couldn't hear the sound of him speaking, so he turned around and asked Chang Le.

Chang Le replied simply: "He said you are stupid."

Lu Jinan burst into laughter, then burst into tears. He cried so hard that he was out of breath. He turned his back and didn't dare to face the two people.

Chang Le watched him cry in silence, and then looked at Lu Yanhuai in silence.

Lu Yanhuai looked at her distressedly, and suddenly said: "I left a letter for you. It's in the drawer of the room. Go and have a look. I need to adapt first."

Chang Le nodded, and Lu Yanhuai disappeared.

After hearing that a letter had been left, Lu Jinan couldn't wait to go back with Chang Le and found two letters.

Chang Le did not open the letter immediately, nor did he disturb Lu Jinan who was crying. He took the letter back to the Dragon Tomb.

She did not wake Lu Yanhuai up again, but walked to his tombstone, sat down, and opened the letter on her knees.

……

“Dear Lele:

hello.

The stars and the moon are bright this night, so it won't be too sad to say goodbye. After meeting in the daytime, I think I still want to say goodbye formally.

Normally, I can say anything about anyone or anything, but now I have a thousand words to say but I don’t know where to start.

Thinking about it, I have said a lot before, so let me talk about what I haven’t said yet.

Do you remember the first time we met?"

——"Young Master Changle, you will be staying in the Gray Region for the next one to three months."

——"Don't smile like a bad uncle."

——"Then Uncle Lu can't always look at you coldly. That's too rude."

"At that time, you were far less important to me than the part of the business that Fu Guang gave up. And seeing you clinging to him, I could only see a sad ending that was almost certain, but I had no pity, nor did I want to stop it.

In my opinion, you are a moth that flies into the fire. Even if I find you to be a pitiful little thing, I just think indifferently, what does it have to do with me?

But I regret it.

After two months of being together, I slapped myself in the face. I became interested in you and developed feelings for you.

Have you ever seen the little moon in the sea of ​​blood and corpses? That’s how you made me feel at that time.

The secrets you carry are treasures, but your pure heart, which has not been lost after being polished by the filth of the world, is an even more precious treasure.

I used to do whatever it took, but compared to you, I suddenly felt ashamed of myself. So, I started trying to get close to you, help you, and look forward to your growth. "

——"Old Lu, you put me to sleep again."

——"That was originally a nursery rhyme for children to sleep. Please don't slander my singing ability. I won't take the blame for it."

——"You little heartless person, when have you ever sung for anyone other than yourself?"

"But what I regret most is that I didn't respond to you affirmatively at that time. It seems that I really can't respond."

——"Lu Yanhuai."

--"Um?"

——"If everyone is going to die, I want to go ahead of you. I don't want to be left there alone."

——"Brother Lu, you can't die in front of me again, let's just say we have an agreement."

"Silly girl, how can I accompany you through such a long time with my imperfect and dirty body? I want to, but I really can't. I'm sorry.

Because, before he left, Fu Guang asked me to replace him and accompany you to finish the journey you should take. But I think I can't take his place, let alone fill his vacancy.

I'm sorry, Lele. I'm not as brave as you and Fuguang, nor as bright and pure as you.

I don't know how to help you or accompany you, and all I can do is use pale and thin words.

I pray to God that those words can bring you some warmth and a sense of belonging when you are traveling far away and lonely, so that you know that you are not alone.

Even if time pauses us, we who love you can still leave you with eternal warmth and accompany you through your long life. "

——"Always remember that this is where you were born and grew up."

——"Believe me, this land will never forget you, and will not decay the brilliant traces you left behind."

——"Fuguang and I will fill your long life trajectory with good, brilliant and bright things within the limited length of our lives."

"My dear Lele, my friend, my little girl!

The spring buds have grown into world trees. The world outside the window is within reach. Please go forward boldly.

I will become a star and accompany you to the depths of the galaxy, so that the loneliness of the universe cannot deprive you of your warmth. "

"Okay, Lele,

Look up now, I'm going to become a star.

Good night, little one."

There was a recording button attached to the end of the letter. When pale fingertips touched it, a very gentle humming sounded:

“Spring buds are about to sprout…

Grow brilliantly...

Becoming the world's great tree...

Goodbye, Xinghe..."

The sharp tinnitus pierced the eardrums and turned all thoughts into pale ice and snow, so sharp and painful that it pierced the bones.

The sharp pain broke through the stiff joints, and she was in so much pain that she could neither sit nor kneel straight. She leaned over in embarrassment, her forehead resting on the cold stone steps, and her tears gathered into a puddle.

"Lu Yanhuai...

Lu Yanhuai...

Lu Yanhuai...

What should I do...what should I do if I stay here?"

……

In fact, the existence of the soul is also limited by time. Before it completely dissipates, as the soul weakens, their memories will be taken away and disappear first.

If forgetting is the point, then when they forget their past, isn't that the same as death?

This is the case with Yan Guanshan and Lu Yanhuai as well.

So after countless times, it is still a farewell.

……

Chang Le held the recording button that had been picked off tightly, as it was embedded in his bones and blood.

……

No one knew how long Lu Yanhuai would remain in this form.

Because later on, after countless hours,

No one can set foot on this pure land.

……

Seven days later, Chang Le shook off the snow and left.