RPAGF Chapter 586: Deep Communication, No Qualification to Talk About Love
Chapter 586: Deep Communication, No Qualification to Talk About Love
Now Jiang Tong has two guarantees.
One is Zheng Yan's letter of guarantee, and more importantly, Li Jingchen's own statement of voluntarily giving up custody of the child.
Li Jingchen himself has given up the custody of the child, which means Zheng Yan is no longer qualified to fight for the custody of the child.
Jiang Tong said, "These two pieces of evidence are enough for me now. You don't need to pursue your mother anymore. I don't want my ex-wife to affect your relationship, nor do I want to embarrass you."
Li Jingchen stared at Jiang Tong in silence.
His eyes were filled with pain and anger...
"You don't want to embarrass me, so you choose to hide it and not tell me? You think you are a good person, right?"
Jiang Tong was stunned.
She retorted, "She's your mother. If I really tell you about what she did to me, won't I really become the kind of woman your mother describes me as? I don't want that."
"But I don't want to see you being wronged, you know? On the contrary, I hope you can tell me if you have any grievances."
"What do you want me to say?..."
At this moment, Jiang Tong finally spoke out the words hidden in her heart.
"She has raised you for so many years, how can I tell you this? As long as I open my mouth, no matter whether I am right or wrong, it means that I will bear the reputation of stirring up trouble between my husband and mother-in-law. I don't want you and your mother to be at odds because of me. In fact, as long as she doesn't cross my bottom line and doesn't snatch the child from me, I can tolerate everything else, really tolerate it..."
Her tearful eyes fell into his, hurting his heart and burning it deeply.
Li Jingchen could no longer control himself and held her in his arms.
He held the back of her head with his broad hands and pressed her head against his chest.
"Do you know how angry I am when I hear you say these things now?"
He rubbed Jiang Tong's hair with his clear chin, "I'm really angry. You have endured so much pressure from my family alone, but you never told me. In your heart, you have never regarded me as your other half, your lover, your husband. You want to take on everything by yourself and think you can do it. Even though we have divorced, I think we have a long way to go. I didn't raise you well. At least your heart is still lacking. I don't want you to be like this. Do you understand?"
Jiang Tong was stunned.
Something touched her deeply.
In fact, from the time they got married to the time they got divorced, they had never talked about these things so openly. When they got married, he was busy with his career, and they talked more in bed when they got home. It was normal for them to be together less and apart more. After the divorce, they didn't talk to each other at all, just turned around and left in silence without looking back...
In fact, she didn't tell her mother because she was afraid that he would be in a dilemma.
On the other hand, isn’t it because...
Do not trust.
Time and again he turned a blind eye.
She thought he wouldn't have that determination.
She thought that he was caught in the middle and couldn't handle it well.
It was as if this time the conflict was at its worst, and she thought he would just scold her a few words like he did before, and then it would be over.
She doesn't believe him.
I don't believe the man in front of me.
But at this moment...his dark and deep eyebrows and eyes were actually tinged with a hint of red.
Li Jingchen slowly let go of Jiang Tong and said guiltily, "You are right to divorce me, and you are also right not to love me. When I married you, I thought I could make you happy for life, but I didn't expect you to suffer so much. I have neglected too much. Now I am not qualified to ask for your love, and I am not qualified to... say the word love to you."
When he thought about all the grievances Jiang Tong had suffered, which were indirectly caused by him, Li Jingchen, he blamed himself even more.
"I hope that from now on, you will first consider your own feelings, so that you don't feel bad, and don't be... depressed anymore."
Jiang Tong was stunned again.
Does he know?
Li Jingchen didn't want to hide it from her.
"I want to know if you suffered a lot because of my mother during the years you were married to me. I checked your depression file and saw that you put a big check mark on the words "mother-in-law and daughter-in-law conflict". I also saw the form you filled out."
He knew that during the years of their marriage, her mood had been very changeable. She always doubted the affair between him and Cui Yingying and had many misunderstandings.
Even though he explained it to her, she still didn't believe him.
He never thought that the source of this problem came from his mother.
She never thought that the grievances and depression she felt after marrying him were all caused by him and his family.
How he wanted to take good care of her, love her, and protect her, so that she could be a happy woman if she married him, but he brought her so much pain.
So he was not qualified to say the word love. He reflected a lot and wondered whether his so-called love was too selfish and arrogant.
Jiang Tong's face was covered with tears.
She seldom cried in front of him, even if she did cry, it was for the child, for Ning Jianan almost committing suicide, for Dong Yunze taking sleeping pills, for Dong Yalan fainting...
At this moment, she was crying in front of him, truly for herself.
Li Jingchen held her in his arms again, and his broad and strong chest gave her layers of warmth.
"It doesn't matter if you don't remarry me, as long as you are safe, healthy, and happy."
Jiang Tong's tears soaked Li Jingchen's shoulders.
This was a long-awaited in-depth communication between the two parties.
The depression in my heart has dissipated a lot...
Crying takes away a lot of depressed things in my heart.
After crying enough, she could finally open her heart and eat well.
Li Jingchen saw that she ate well and finally didn't have morning sickness to the point where she couldn't eat anything. He breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that she was fine was his greatest happiness now.
The cell phone kept ringing, and Li Jingchen walked out to answer it. His brother-in-law had called him quite often in the past few days.
Dong Yunze didn't know that Jiang Tong had kneeled down to Zheng Yan, he only knew what Jiang Tong said.
"Li, have you found out about your mother? I am very grateful that you saved me, but if my sister is wronged, as her brother, I will not turn a blind eye."
"Yes, I know," Li Jingchen said, "I was busy these days and forgot to call you back. I'm sorry. I've asked about everything. It was indeed my mother who was wrong and made Jiang Tong suffer. I have solved it. I promise that this kind of thing will never happen again."
Dong Yunze was silent for a few seconds. "That's good. I believe you can handle it. Tongtong is still pregnant with your child. I believe you know what to do."
Dong Yunze is a very gentle person, but every word of his gentle words reveals the pressure he puts on Li Jingchen.
As the saying goes, don't hit someone who smiles at you...
"I know it. I ignored it before, but I won't do it again." Li Jingchen had no choice but to explain it clearly. After all, he was Jiang Tong's brother.